Sabtu, 07 Februari 2009

makes me cry

Akhir-akhir ini gue ga tau knp ya , nangiiiiiis melulu , gue juga binggung knp , kalo ada hal-hal apa yg sepele gt padahal enggak penting , tp gue langsung kaya sedih terus nangis ga jls , temen2 gue jg pada nyadar gitu terus pada nanya "din , lo knp sih akhir-akhir ini gue liat lo nangis melulu ,knp , share dong din , siapa tau kita bisa bantu " padahal gue jg binggung knp , pulang dr sekolah kepala gue langsung pusing ,ngantuk , weird . hmm tp kalo masalah yg satu ini emg ngebuat gue paling drop . mungkin hampir semua temen-temen tau gue kenapa atau bahkan orangnya tau gue knp , jd dia jauh dari gue , gue enggak mau apa-apa ko dari dia , gue cm butuh dia sebagai Sahabat , yang bisa berbagi satu sama lain , cerita2 itu aja .

with Elsa in msn


udah lama ya gue enggak posting hehehe , hmm hari ini gue sedih banget . sahabat gue sekarang kayak ngejauh dari gue si lalala , gue ga ta u gue salah apa dan gimana , tiba-tiba aja dia jadi beda dari yang biasanya kita chat2an di Msn , sekarang pas gue sapa malah didiemin , gue sedih bgt , gue caerita sama Elsa and she said :
I say:

cah , lo dmn ?

19:22:12Els-a says:

rumah knpe?

19:22:25I say:

sa sumpah ya gue sedih bgt

19:22:40Els-a says:

kenapa dindaaaaaa?

19:22:43Els-a says:

tell me

19:22:57I say:

gue ga ngerti knp hmm sekarang berubah sm gue

19:23:23I say:

dia kan deket sm alifa , gue ga jealous ya sa , trs di blg ke alifa semuanya tntang dia gt

19:23:31Els-a says:

i think, he knows about you got a feel to him

19:23:31I say:

dia ska sm siapa dll

19:23:42I say:

yeeah i know tp dr siapa

19:23:53Els-a says:

fauzi, maybe

19:23:56I say:

lo tau sa hmm ska sm siapa ?

19:24:09Els-a says:

hm knp lo ga tanya sama alifa?

19:24:12I say:

iya terus kta alifa dia jd ilfeel sm gue gr2 mantan

19:24:17Els-a says:

aduh gue gatau dind

19:24:17I say:

gue udah tau

19:24:33Els-a says:

waaah fauzi monkey

19:24:47I say:

bgt ,dan hmm ska sm sahabat gue sendiri

19:25:03I say:

dl sm hmm sekarang yg lbh deket lg sa sm gue

19:25:43I say:

saaaa

19:25:45Els-a says:

NISAAAAAA?

19:25:51I say:

bkn lalalla ,

19:25:59I say:

gmn gue ga drop sa

19:26:03Els-a says:

OH MY GOD

19:26:15Els-a says:

lo tau hmm suka lalala dri?

19:26:25I say:

gila ya , gue binggung smpe gue cerita ke rofki dan dia ngasih masukan yg buat gue nangis

19:26:32I say:

dr anak2

19:26:41I say:

dan kata temennya bener

19:27:13Els-a says:

dinda

19:27:18I say:

aap

19:27:19I say:

apa

19:27:21Els-a says:

kalo menurut gue ya

19:27:26I say:

apa ?

19:28:03I say:

sa

19:28:12I say:

diem aje lu

19:29:12Els-a says:

lo jgn mikir yg seakan-akan"hmm suka sama lalala dan lalala juga ikut suka" lo jgn mikir kayak gtu karna nanti lo bisa jadi kesel sebel atau apapun sama lalala. sekarang klo menurut gue, lo blh suka sama hmm, tapi jgn suka bgtbgt. karna klo lo ga bisa dapetin dia lo nanti sakit jadinya. lagian lo sayang kan sama hmm? klo lo sayang sama hmm

19:29:24Els-a says:

lo harus iklas klo andai aja dia bukan jadi punya lo

19:29:36Els-a says:

lo pasti bahaggia kan klo hmm bahagia

19:29:44I say:

iya sa'

19:29:49I say:

gue nangis kan jdnya

19:29:52Els-a says:

hmm*

19:29:56I say:

kata2nya arrad kan

19:30:12Els-a says:

iya tuh kata2nya arrad dind gue belajar banyak

19:30:29I say:

gue jg baca blog lo ampe sedih

19:30:32Els-a says:

yg lo rasaiin tuhsama tau kaya apa yg gue rasaiin cuma bedanya dimpy mantan gue, klo hmm masih kaya sahabat

19:30:36I say:

sa gue binggung hrs gmn

19:31:03I say:

iya sa tp gue jg cm mau sharing aja sm hmm chat gue ga di bls giliran yg lain

19:31:30Els-a says:

lo ga coba sms atau nelfn dia duluan

19:31:32Els-a says:

?

19:31:37I say:

gue ngerasa dia ngejauh , gue salah apa sa , gue jg butuh dia ,sbg SAHABAT gue tau kalo lbh gaakan mungkin

19:31:58I say:

ga sa kelanjur sedih bgt gue

19:32:02Els-a says:

dinda

19:32:02Els-a says:

klo menurut gue

19:32:04I say:

kata rofki jg jgn

19:32:04Els-a says:

lo ngaku deh sama hmm

19:32:26I say:

ga sa , gue tau nnti kalo gt bakal lbh sakit lg guenya

19:32:46I say:

gue binggung sa , gue cm pengen cerita kayak biasanya tp sekarang udah ga bisa

19:33:09Els-a says:

bukan ngaku suka cinta ku

19:33:15Els-a says:

tapi lo blg aja kayak gini

19:33:24I say:

ga tau gue sa

19:33:49Els-a says:

"hmm, jujur ya lo knp sih jadi jauh bgt gini sama gue? lo knp ga kayak dulu lagi? hmm gue butuh lo buat sharing, tapi knp lo jdi ngejauh kayak gini?"

19:34:03Els-a says:

lo tanya aja

19:34:07I say:

palingan ga di bls sa

19:34:59Els-a says:

sms atau telfon!

19:34:59I say:

cape gue kalo gini sa , rofki aja yg gt masih mau dgn curhatan gue , sedih ska dan duka padahal gue ga bgitu deket , hmm? udah lbh deket malah gini

19:35:03Els-a says:

atau sms aja deh

19:35:07Els-a says:

klo ga dibales

19:35:24Els-a says:

ya resiko sih, tapi lo harus coba dulu

19:35:26I say:

pasti ga di bls

19:35:32Els-a says:

ADUH EMG DEH ROFQY GITULOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

19:35:45I say:

dan dia tuh sm fadil mau nginep di rmh temennya gue takutnya ada mantan gue ituloh

19:36:46Els-a says:

dind menurut gue si fauzi gtu ke hmm soalnya dia masih syg bgt sama lo, tapi yg gue bingung kok dia jahat bgt ya klo andai aja yg ngebuat hmm berubah itu dia.

19:36:54Els-a says:

knp takut?

19:37:34I say:

ya gue jg ga tau ya sa klo kata alifa gt , takutnya kalo fauzi bca sms gue ke hmm gt , dia malah tmbah ngehasut

19:37:43I say:

kata alifa tuh hmm jg illfeel sm gue

19:38:36I say:

sa , gue hrs gmn dong ?

19:38:48Els-a says:

BUSET

19:38:50Els-a says:

btr btr

19:39:12Els-a says:

kalo andai aja gue jadi lo

19:39:14Els-a says:

gue akan

19:39:27I say:

what ?

19:39:30I say:

lo bca pm gue

19:41:15Els-a says:

berusaha ngelupaiin hmm, gue mau ngilangin momment2 yg gue jalanin brg sama dia terus gue berusa iklash ngeliat dia sama yg lain walaupun itu berat bgt buat gue. dind klo lo usaha dan lo mau ngelupaiin hmm pasti bisa kok, as soon as possible sesuai dgn berjalannya waktu lo bakaln lupa sama dia

19:41:47I say:

iya sa gue ngerti tp gmn ?

19:42:42Els-a says:

ya lo jgn ngebuka fb dia atau ngeliat fotonya dia

19:42:48Els-a says:

dan buang jauh2 all about hmm

19:42:52Els-a says:

hmm

19:42:56I say:

ya susah sa

19:43:07Els-a says:

dan lo niatin klo lo sama dia ttp temenan aja

19:43:23I say:

ya gmn mau temenan sa gue aja gini sekarang sm dia

I say:

ya gmn mau temenan sa gue aja gini sekarang sm dia

19:44:05Els-a says:

gue juga susah dind ngelupaiin dimpy. lo tau kan gue tuh sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang bgt sama dia. tapi dia? lo tau kan dia gimana sama gue. gue juga susah ngelupaiin dia, eh msa tiba2 gue dgr dia udah punya cewek, lo ngebayangin kan gue kayk gimana?

19:44:38Els-a says:

tapi klo gue gak berusaha ngelupaiin dia, sampe skg gue stress kali

19:44:39Els-a says:

gue juga tiap malem kangen dind sama dia

19:44:45I say:

iya sa gue ngerti , gue jg jd lo sedih bgt tp sekarang dia tuh kayak "hbs manis sepah dibuang tau ga sa"

19:44:53I say:

iya sa gue ngerti

19:45:06Els-a says:

skg gini deh mikirnya ya, lo mikirin hmm tapi apa iya dia mikirin lo?

19:45:16Els-a says:

klo ga, capek bgt kan lo mikirin dia

19:45:18I say:

gue yakin enggak

19:45:23I say:

iyaaaa

19:45:56Els-a says:

nah makanya

19:46:04Els-a says:

lo peduli sama dia, apa iya dia peduli sama lo?

19:46:14Els-a says:

stand up dinda!

Els-a says:

masih banyak cowok baik

19:47:30Els-a says:

jauh lebih baik dari hmmanjing itu

19:47:40I say:

tapi gue udah sayang sa

Els-a says:

gue juga

19:48:15Els-a says:

sayang bgt

19:48:42I say:

iya mungkin kita emg harus ikhlas ya cah

19:48:43Els-a says:

tapi mau gmana dind?

19:48:47Els-a says:

gue tau kok yg lo rasaiin skg

19:49:01Els-a says:

karna gue juga pernah ngerasiim

19:49:01Els-a says:

n

19:49:07Els-a says:

iya harus

19:49:13Els-a says:

harus ngerelaiin dia bahagia klo emg kita sayang

19:49:16I say:

iya sa , makasih yaaa

19:49:27I say:

iya sa lo jg ya ke dimpy

19:49:56I say:

i love you elcaaaah muah

19:50:39Els-a says:

iya sama2 ya

19:50:39Els-a says:

love you too deh muah

19:50:45I say:

hahahhaa

19:50:51Els-a says:

eh emg king ngmng ape?

19:51:00I say:

ya gt deh

Dan saat itu jg , gue nyadar kalo kita emg harus bisa ngerelain apa yg emg bukan buat kita , thanks a lot ya Elsagina Wiranti Putri ,

Rabu, 04 Februari 2009

thinking of you

Comparisons are easily turned
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed


You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
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Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
stay....


thinking of you- Katy Perry